Hecticccc is the word.
I hardly have time to myself since school started. With lessons spanning from 8am to 5pm everyday + full day of tuitions on Saturday, the only day i have to myself is Sunday. Although school feels alright generally, i still feel quite drained at the end of everyday and this is bad cause i'll just feel like going home and not hanging out with my friends after school. By the time Sunday comes, the thought of having to wake up early again the next day for school bores me and makes me feel like just lazing around at home. Repeat this cycle a few times and you get a no-life-Cass. Sigh.
That's why i've decided not to touch any notes/books/anything related to school today and to spend the rest of my day doing whatever i want to do and to catch up on my videos on youtube!
I guess school will become more and more stressful as it goes along, i gotta be prepared!! And i think i need to take some coenzymes cause i've been running low on energy, feeling so lethargic everyday. I'm like addicted to tea now, without it i'll never fail to fall asleep during the 1st lesson of the day. School's boring, it's like repeating JC life again BUT at least my classmates are fun to be with, I LOVE YOU GUYS!
I kinda look forward to VBALL IFG cause I really miss vball! I actually miss competitions and playing with the team, to think that i hated competitions in the past, makes sense how you'll only miss something when you lose it. Thinking about vbal makes me realise that it has really made a huge impact on my life. I have no idea who i'll be without vball but I can totally imagine having slimmer legs and arms instead of muscle-degenerated-into-fats arms and legs. HAHAHA.
So in order to get rid of my flabby arms this week shall be diet week! ( Since when have i succeeded in dieting before but I shall persevere and try again!!) I ran about 7.5km just now and I feel fitter! I guess stress(not due to work) improves my stamina! I enjoy running in the rain and I enjoy the feeling of getting drenched, though not when i'm nicely dressed. It really clears my mind and makes me sort out my messy and confused state of mind now.
Anddddd I've finally made a decision regarding what's been troubling me for the past few weeks. I want to do what i want, i want to lead my life the way i want it to be and I believe that if i really want something bad enough, i'll get it ultimately. If i don't ever try i'll never know. GO CASS!