Saturday, November 20, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

Would you grieve if I were to disappear suddenly, would you even realize my absence?

This is driving me crazy,
There's nothing I can do and he doesn't know anything.

Monday, September 6, 2010

A little update

Hecticccc is the word.

I hardly have time to myself since school started. With lessons spanning from 8am to 5pm everyday + full day of tuitions on Saturday, the only day i have to myself is Sunday. Although school feels alright generally, i still feel quite drained at the end of everyday and this is bad cause i'll just feel like going home and not hanging out with my friends after school. By the time Sunday comes, the thought of having to wake up early again the next day for school bores me and makes me feel like just lazing around at home. Repeat this cycle a few times and you get a no-life-Cass. Sigh.

That's why i've decided not to touch any notes/books/anything related to school today and to spend the rest of my day doing whatever i want to do and to catch up on my videos on youtube!

I guess school will become more and more stressful as it goes along, i gotta be prepared!! And i think i need to take some coenzymes cause i've been running low on energy, feeling so lethargic everyday. I'm like addicted to tea now, without it i'll never fail to fall asleep during the 1st lesson of the day. School's boring, it's like repeating JC life again BUT at least my classmates are fun to be with, I LOVE YOU GUYS!

I kinda look forward to VBALL IFG cause I really miss vball! I actually miss competitions and playing with the team, to think that i hated competitions in the past, makes sense how you'll only miss something when you lose it. Thinking about vbal makes me realise that it has really made a huge impact on my life. I have no idea who i'll be without vball but I can totally imagine having slimmer legs and arms instead of muscle-degenerated-into-fats arms and legs. HAHAHA.

So in order to get rid of my flabby arms this week shall be diet week! ( Since when have i succeeded in dieting before but I shall persevere and try again!!) I ran about 7.5km just now and I feel fitter! I guess stress(not due to work) improves my stamina! I enjoy running in the rain and I enjoy the feeling of getting drenched, though not when i'm nicely dressed. It really clears my mind and makes me sort out my messy and confused state of mind now.

Anddddd I've finally made a decision regarding what's been troubling me for the past few weeks. I want to do what i want, i want to lead my life the way i want it to be and I believe that if i really want something bad enough, i'll get it ultimately. If i don't ever try i'll never know. GO CASS!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

I MISS UNION CAMP!!

Had sooooo much fun during camp that I'm kinda having post camp syndrome now!

Running around Singapore, Sentosa, Jurong east swimming complex and NUS was so much fun! I wasn't expecting much from it cause as i've said i'm not a v camp-y person but i really enjoyed it! Yes it was tiring cause we slept at like 3 plus 4 am everyday cause of supper/football/heart to heart talks/games but it was a memorable experience. My OG's called 'the thing' which is kinda like wth? but nonetheless we're cool! We were on a losing streak on the first day and lost like almost all the station games but we got back on track soon, especially at sentosa and the swimming complex. We're good in the water man! hahaha. Maybe cause we were innocent honest little kids on the first day but we went over to the dark side and got involved in flagrant cheating cause we couldnt take the failures hahaha. I played Secret Pal for the first time and I guess it was quite fun? At least my SP was quite nice to talk to and super un-singaporean guy-ish in terms of character, not too bad! The last day of the camp was the best, didn't know jurong east swimming complex could be such a fun place, esp the wavepool and lazy river! Oh man I miss camp!!
Picture are on Fb, check them out!

Friday, July 2, 2010

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!

More photos of our adventure on fb!

Being at USS really makes you feel like you're overseas, the only thing that constantly reminds you that you're still in Singapore is the weather - hot and humid everyday for the next 200 years. The setting of USS is amazing but the rides are just so-so. Only the "Revenge of the mummy"ride can be described as exhilarating, the others are quite disappointing, either too slow or kinda like 'wth?' The Shrek 4D show was rather cool though! Like 4D!!! We actually felt water splashing on us when donkey sneezed, spiders under our feet when the screen showed spiders and the chair moving when shrek was on the carriage. HOW COOL! The 3D effects were damn real, so real that sometimes it's scary! Yep that's the cool part, other than that, nothing much.

We actually booked 2 rooms at siloso beach resort to stay over yesterday, fun! We wanted to get go clubbing but decided that we were too lazy and inappropriately dressed for clubbing so we decided to get some barcardi back to our rooms but 7/11 didn't sell it so i settled for apple juice in the end. Lol. Went to siloso beach at 11pm+ to play sparkles (which was kinda childish), and hell yes the beach did feel creepy at night!! Huipei claimed that she saw someone swimming, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. How is that possible! I think we were quite freaked out cause the whole stretch of beach was empty except for us so after playing we returned to our rooms to talk. I like girls talk, and Francine was so nice to listen to me rant about my life while the rest of them played card games ( I refuse to learn card games so I don't know how to play most of them. You can laugh at me. lol)

I love this kinda gatherings, esp since i've been so caught up with work that I've not been able to catch up with friends so often. Anyway, there're more photos on fb, check them out! :D

Sunday, June 27, 2010

I need more time!

Can't believe school's starting soon, like in one month's time! I've hardly any time for myself since I started working :( Tuition after work makes it much worse but sigh, I NEED MONEY. I'm going to try supporting myself through university! Thankfully my job allows me to do what I want during my free time eg fb/chat/blog so work is considered still quite enjoyable. I'll prefer staying at home/travelling ard the world/going out to play than staying in the office though.

I can't wait to go to USS and chilling out with the girls at Sentosa this coming thursday and friday!! I really need it to brighten up my seemingly dull life. We'll definitely have a great deal of fun yayyyyyy. Thursday, please come soon!

Union Camp falls on the 6 to 9 of july which is next week! Although I was being indecisive and took 355642 days to decide to attend the camp, I'm happy I signed up in the end. At least it promises a few days of fun and a lot more friends in NUS! :D I'm not a v camp-y person cause I hate cheering and jumping ard acting enthu but I do hope that Union Camp would be an amazing experience.

Following that......comes the Dentistry Orientation!! Life's getting more and more exciting! I sure i'll enjoy orientation cause i'll spend 3 days on Sentosa, staying in Costa Sands Resort. How cool is that!! Staying in a hotel for Orientation and furthermore it's completely free! I can't ask for more.

In order to make full use of the remaining days of my holiday after all these camps, I'm currently planning a trip to Bangkok! Yay shopping + nice food! :D And Ning is super nice to take me in for the few days i'll be in Bangkok and bring me around, oh man love her! I'm going to experience flying alone and travelling like an adult. Talking about it makes me excited!

So that's about it. That's how I'm going to spend the next few weeks, sounds pretty eggciting. The fun will start in 2 days time...USS!
Sometimes I scare myself.
Can't believe I did that but I'm happy I did! Hopefully something good will happen in time to come. :D (I was so happy I couldn't sleep last night!!) hahah

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Sunday's gonna be over soon and that means work tmr :( I don't dread work but i dread waking up early and squeezing in the bus/mrt. My sis and I made plans to go kite flying but apparently there's no wind so we cancelled it. We're still going jogging though, i feel super unhealthy i havent been exercising!! I'm going to start exercising real soon, get my muscles toned and burn away those stubborn fats (esp on my face which is quite impossible cause they're kinda permanent) hahah.

Exercise exercise! :D